Thursday, November 13, 2025

between a man and his god by Don Taco

 between a man and his god

there can be no mistaken impressions

no lame compromise

no obvious lies

no subterfuge, no hidden questions

it's like you're talking with yourself


but when you throw in religion

the chalice, the tithes, and the pastor

the vestments, the trappings

like bright christmas wrappings

you worship an earthly master

it's like not listening to yourself


you're not listening to yourself

you're just talking to the wall

letting echoes bounce on past

never answering the call

you're not listening at all


between a man and his dog

you can tell the dog is listening

the signaling tail

the ears at full sail

and his nose and eyes are glistening

it's like you're talking with yourself


when you talk to your dog

it's two halves that make a whole

when you listen to your dog

it's an echo of your soul

it should be your highest goal


not the footwear, it's the walking

that will reach the destination

it's the listening, not the talking

that creates the firm foundation

that makes it a conversation


And On and On It Goes by David Molina

 

And On and On It Goes


Las Vegas, 1987

Monsignor O’Leary glanced at his watch. He was ten minutes away from Saturday night supper. With any luck, this sinner would be his last for the weekend.


“Yes, my son?” He waited for the penitent to respond. He could see a silhouette beyond a screen. But it sat motionless. 


The priest prompted the stranger and helped him recite the beginning words:

“Forgive me Father for I have sinned...” He waited for the man to repeat them.


The thick velvet curtains muffled the small confessional quite well. But O’Leary heard quite clearly when the man hissed at him.


“I’m not your Father. and I don’t give a damn about your sins...”


O’Leary froze. Then, calmly spoke. 


“If you are not here to absolve your sins, you must kindly leave.”


“Not until you hear what’s going to happen to your buddy, Sergio Ramirez.”


Silence. Father Ramirez was his young associate priest, barely a year since ordination.


The voice paused. 


O’Leary did the sign of the cross, and prayed silently to his guardian angel. And Sergio’s as well.


“When was the last time you saw him...”  the voice paused, then added  “...Padre?” The words were threatening, spoken with an acid sneer. O’Leary placed the accent as Italian, similar to many of his flock who came to Las Vegas from Chicago.  


“That’s none of your business. Now for the second time, you must leave. Now.”


 He pushed a red button wired to the rectory. A warning light would be blinking next to the rectory phone, but there was no guarantee anyone would notice it. If the housekeeper or his associate saw the red light, they would call Frank Vasquez, a retired police officer and parishioner who lived across the street from the church. If he was home he would walk over to the church and size up the situation. There were times when he escorted belligerent drunks out of the church. But there was no guarantee that Ted would be by the phone either.


The voice continued. “The last time you saw him will be the last time you will ever see him. Unless you bring your Sunday collection dough to a particular casino I will direct you to.  You’ve got 24 hours to chum up with 20K, otherwise your boy’s dead body is dumped out in the desert. Capisce?


Before O’Leary could respond, he heard the confessional door open and shut. He heard footsteps hurry away and the church door echo. All was silent. 


He turned off the confessional light and exited the church. At the church steps he was relieved to see Frank Vasquez hurrying towards him. “Are you all right, Monsignor?”

“Yes, thank you for coming so quickly, Frank.”


“I was able to get a look at the guy - youngish, probably a teenager, dark curly hair and skin. What was the red light about?”


O’Leary took a deep breath. “He claims he’s kidnapped Father Ramirez and he wants twenty grand. Said he needed it within 24 hours, and threatened to kill him.”


“My guess is he’s a punk. Mafia knows better. The kid jumped into a car, a beat up junker that looked as old as he was. I got a good look at his car license.” Frank unfolded a scrap of paper and showed it to the Monsignor. “I probably can do a search at the police department and see if they can identify the guy. But first, let’s go see if Father Ramirez is home.”


“Unfortunately, he’s not. He’s off this weekend, gone camping with some of his seminary friends.”


Frank pondered the situation. “Hate to say it, Monsignor, but we probably would be wise to gather up the money just in case. Do you have anything like that kind of cash in the rectory?”


“No, but I’m sure Bishop Hanrahan does. I will give him a call about this matter right now. Frank, would you like to come in?”


“Thanks Monsignor, but I’m going to head out to the police station. I will let you know if I find out anything. In the mean time, stay close to your phone, lock the church, and the rectory.

And yes, call the Bishop.”


*        *        *



Bishop Hanrahan heard Monsignor O’Leary’s plight and immediately called Moe Dalitz. 


Moe Dalitz, a Jewish mobster in his Chicago days, knew every saint and sinner on the Strip. Most of them owed him money, information, and most of all respect.  He was clever, and ruthless when necessary, enough to survive three decades as Vegas’ kingpin. Like a chess master, he knew how and when to call in or call out the Vegas Mafia families, skillfully doing lucrative business with each. 


Moe was on an image campaign. He attempted to sweeten his life of crime, buying respectability selling real estate, hotels, and casinos. He often made generous donations to schools, charities, and building churches. His philanthropy served both as penance and public relations.

 

Bishop Patrick Hanrahan and Moe Dalitz had an unlikely friendship and long history,   stretching back to the Chicago mobster era decades ago.


“Moe, I got a problem and I hope you can help me.”


“You know I can help you, Pat, and you know I will. How’s the new cathedral plans coming along?” 


“We’re very grateful for your generous donations, Moe. It is unusual to have a cathedral on a Strip surrounded by casinos, to say the least. But it will benefit all our workers to be able to walk to church between shifts. And when we pass the basket we’ll surely to get some casino chips to cash in. All thanks to you, Moe.

“I know you are a busy guy Moe so I will cut right to the chase. I got a death threat to one of my priests this evening, some kid wanting 20K.”


“Well Pat, you know I wouldn’t be involved in chump change... you know me, if you go in, go big...”


The Bishop had a good belly laugh. “The Stardust is looking for a comedian, and as my favorite ahem... ‘Jewish land developer’ I am sure you will be a smash.”


“I’ll have my courier run it over to you within the hour, my friend. Anything else I can do for you Pat?”


“Yes - Moe. would it be a bother for you to check in with your favorite Mafiosos to see if they have any information on the 20K kid. It’s kind of corny, but I’d like to set the kid straight. We have this thing about the prodigal son. My priest sent the kid’s car license - ZC 378.”



*   *   *


“Vito, it’s me.”


“Hello, Mr. Dalitz.”


“Moe. It’s Moe, right? You can call me that, can’t you?”


“Yes sir.... uh, sorry, sure Moe.”


“That’s better Vito. Moe, Vito, Vito, Moe.”


“OK Moe, I got it!”


“Good. We’re friends and friends help each other, right? You heard about Tony and Mike?”


“Yeah, everybody heard. Damn shame.”


“Live by the sword, die by the sword.” Moe continued. “I got this kid I wanna help avoid that kind of stuff. Italian kid, name Lorenzo, talks Chicago Italian. Can you do some calls and find out everything the Mafia knows about him? Specifically, he is trying to extort cash from a priest.”


“I can swear that ain’t anything the Mafia would tolerate.”


“Yeah Vito, everybody knows that, except this kid, Lorenzo.”


“Okay, can do. How much is he demanding?”


“20K.”


“Gotta be a rookie.”


“That or dumb.”


“Okay Moe, I will take care of this.”


“Vito, how’s the family?”


“Which one, Moe?”


“You got me on that one,” Moe laughed. “My best to Gina and your kids.”


                                                           *     *     *




When the 24 hour period ended, Monsignor O’Leary reached for the phone. The acid voice identified a casino where the bag of bills was to be placed on a specific hotel desk at 6 pm sharp. “No funny business... or you will never see your friend alive.”  

O’Leary did as he was told. He loaded a bag with the bills. He arrived at the casino five minutes early, and was surprised to see one of his parishioners. 

“Hello Vito! What are you doing here?”

“I know it’s the Lord’s Day, but I got a job to do in just a few minutes. Sorry I had to miss Mass this morning, Monsignor.”

“Let me guess, Vito. Something about Bishop Hanrahan, and a dumb kid wanting 20K in cash.”

“Bingo, Father. Not wanting cash. Needing it. It turns out the kid owed that to a bookie, who was threatening him to cut off a few fingers.”


The two of them, O’Leary and Vito, stood by and watched the bag of bills on the desk. At precisely 6 o’clock, a figure with sunglasses in a hooded sweater dashed past the desk, grabbed the bag, and disappeared through a stairway door. He was gone in a split second. 


Monsignor O’Leary sighed. “On and on it goes, doesn’t it?”


Two Conversations by Den Watson

 Two Conversations

I

God and Adam were sitting beside a stream in a very beautiful place.

“It just seems like an awfully severe punishment, is what I’m saying,” said Adam.

“Did you take the time to walk through the garden and see what was available to you?”

asked God.

“Of course—this place is very nice, and Eve and I saw several trees, but only one had

the delicious-looking red fruit.”

“And did you and Eve remember what I told you about the tree with the red fruit?”

“Uh, yes, but we were both quite hungry after we—”

“Yes, yes, I know, no details, please. But what you did was pleasurable?”

“Very much so. We felt—is that a word yet?—felt? It’s hard to describe but it felt very

good.”

“Well, I’m glad to hear you say that, but it will never feel that way again.”

“What?! Why?”

“Don’t you know why?” said God.

Adam thought for a moment. “Because we ate the red fruit? I only took a bite because

Eve did— what could be the harm?”

“You don’t even know? You don’t remember our conversation? It was a fairly critical

one.”

“Critical?”

“Important. It was the one thing I asked you not to do.”

Adam paused. “You’re right. What can I do to make up for it?”

“Leave.”

“Leave? And go where?”

God only knows.


II


But God had gone, and so had the beautiful garden, and now two angels with flaming

swords were pointing the way toward a huge barren desert.

“You and your apple. You just had to offer it to me right after we—”

“Oh my god, don’t throw that in my face—”

And so another part of their punishment began. Man and woman would never again

live in the same kind of harmony they had found in the garden.

Then another angel, Raphael, more peaceable and appointed by God to be a friend to

man, suddenly appeared at the couples’ side.


“I’m sorry for your situation,” said Raphael, “but you must know you brought it on

yourselves.”

“Is there any way we can have a second chance?” asked Adam.

“You lose the sight of God when you don’t do what He asks,” said Raphael, “and you

won’t see Him again until the final judgment day, and maybe not even then.”

“What does that mean?

“If you’re not right with God when your end comes, you just cease to exist. No more

you. No more anything.”

“ How do we get right with God again?”

“You will begin asking His forgiveness every day – this will be called prayer – and you

will attempt to do good in a world that often resists the attempt. Life will be a struggle, a

struggle often rewarded but still a struggle.”

“It doesn’t sound good.”

“It isn’t. You left eternal good behind. But God is an all-merciful God, and I’m sure that

with much effort on your part, and greater effort from all of your descendants, you will be

able to achieve a modest semblance of the peace and harmony you knew before you

disobeyed. But I must tell you, you have a great challenge before you. Peace and

harmony, so easily found in the Garden, will prove to be very elusive in your new world.

“What must we do to see God again?”

“Ah, yes,” said Raphael. “A very good question. Now, and for the next thousands of

years, that will be the critical conversation.z

Monday, November 10, 2025

Crucial Conversations: Political Reach - Obligations and Permissions By Mark Farenbaugh

                    Crucial Conversations: Political Reach - Obligations and Permissions

By 

Mark Farenbaugh


I was working in the U.S. Embassy in Colombia as part of the Air Force Mission of the US Military Group (USMGP). The year was 2000, and I had been deeply immersed in counterdrug operations that were highly important due to the nature of US politics at that time. Counterdrug operations were well accepted as belonging to the US military mission due to their ability to verify, track, and react. Simply said: To the State Dept, the military is an extension of politics. 

Closely associated with counterdrug operations were counter-terrorist operations, but at that time, they were only conducted by the State Department, meaning the CIA. The CIA and the military operated under separate funding authorities, which allowed them to exchange information but were restricted from conducting joint operations unless their mission sets had the approval of the U.S. ambassador.

However, from the Colombian criminal perspective, those two mission elements had no distinct identity; the ever-emergent leaders within the dark world of drugs and terrorism were there for a mixture of power and money. Violence and death always accompanied their efforts and were commonplace.

Our ambassador (Chief of Mission) and her Deputy Chief of Mission kept a close watch on which resource (military or CIA) was targeting which criminal element. Therefore, I stayed in my lane as much as I could unless I was asked to deviate.

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One long day was ending at the embassy compound in Bogotá, and I was moving slowly toward the exit gate when my cell phone rang from an unidentified number.

“Hello,” I answered, not giving my name.

“Is this Lt Col Farenbaugh?” asked a kind and professional female voice.

“Yes, ma’am.”

“This is the ambassador,” said the soft voice. "Mark, where are you?"

“Just departing the embassy at door 2, Madam Ambassador.  How can I help you?”

“Oh, that’s good. Could you please come to my office?”

“Yes, ma’am. I’m on my way.”

I turned and stepped up my pace. Ambassadors don’t make direct calls without an urgent need. I knew in the back of my mind that this wasn’t going to be accompanied by pleasantries. It had to be operational, or I knew something the ambassador didn’t, and it couldn’t be voiced over open comms.  

My mind raced: Did any of our counterdrug operations drift into counter-terrorism areas?

I entered the ambassador’s front office, where her secretary was smiling pleasantly. “Hello, Colonel Farenbaugh.”  She knew me well. “Please go right in, she’s waiting for you.”

I continued to the closed office door, then gently knocked and entered.

“Hello, Madam Ambassador.”

“Hello, Mark. Please close the door.”  

I closed the door. The ambassador stood up as I approached her desk.  I could see that she was anxious.

“This will take only a minute to explain, but I need you to get to the highest-ranking person in the Colombian Air Force and get permission to allow our CIA aircraft to land at the Colombian base in the Eastern part of La Guajira at Buenavista Air Base.”

She went on to explain that one of the CIA’s observation vans (meaning clandestine spy vans) was attacked by a group of Colombian members of the Fuerzas Armadas Revolucionarias de Colombia (Revolutionary Armed Forces of Colombia – FARC). The CIA was in the middle of an operation and was in a location that was close enough to collect major information needed by the US Embassy to prevent a terrorist attack. The FARC somehow found them and riddled the van with machine guns until all were dead, then departed the area on foot. 

The ambassador was livid and directed a quick response. Only the CIA’s death squads could do this, and time was limited for any success. Her intel was that they were headed to the border of Venezuela, where CIA operations might lose them. She needed permission to land some assets as close as possible without letting the (compromised and corrupt) Colombian police forces know; that meant landing them at the Colombian Air Force base.

“I understand, Madam Ambassador. I will immediately head to the CAN (Centro de Administración Nacional – basically, the Pentagon of Colombia), where the Air Force Chief of Operations is still in his office. Will they need to land this evening?”

“Yes, they are refueling in Barranquilla and can take off immediately. Please do your best to get their permission to land and possibly recover there as well. One night only. Their tail number is N122971.”  She knew I would need that, but telling me this in her office meant something else.

“I will do my best, ma’am, and let you know.”

“Thank you.”

As I turned to exit, the ambassador spoke again.

“Oh, Mark, would you please leave your cell phone with me?”  It was not just a simple request. She didn’t want me to be tracked as leaving her office and heading to the CAN, then returning to her office.

“Yes, ma’am. Of course.” As I placed my cell phone on her desk, I thought of a possible obstacle.

“Ma’am, if the Colombian general denies my request, what response should I give him?”  I needed this for leverage, knowing how the Colombian Air Force detested the CIA.

“Tell them that we will give the final three Schweizer aircraft to the police.”  Perfect!

The U.S.-built Schweizer aircraft is a special-mission surveillance platform ideally suited for counterdrug operations. It resembles a miniature U-2—much smaller and slower—but can stealthily loiter above a target at 5,000 feet without making a sound. It can remain aloft far longer than the pilots’ bladders can endure. As part of my Foreign Military Sales (FMS) projects, I had already delivered two of the five aircraft promised to the Colombian Air Force.

I turned and departed the ambassador’s office, but decided to stop by the military attaché’s office on my way out of the Embassy compound.

“Hi gentlemen, how are you doing?”  I knew they would be there late, since I had once been an attaché and knew the hours were long.

“Hello, sir. How can we help you?”  They knew me and wondered if I was there to give them some “material.”

“I am headed to the CAN.  May I have a bottle of Jonny Walker?” The attaches have an unlimited supply of alcohol for their representational events.

“We will need a name.”

“Can I give it to you later? In person, of course.” 

“Yes, sir. Just let us know.” They had no problem giving me the bottle, since they knew that I knew the rules:  Not for personal use.

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I knocked, then entered the front office of the Colombian general with whom I had conducted many counterdrug operations. His very pleasant—and beautiful—secretary recognized me and greeted me with polite salutations.

“Buenas tardes, mi coronel. ¿Cómo está?” Her smile could melt stainless steel.

“Muy bien, Sandra. Gracias. ¿Está disponible el general?” — Very well, Sandra. Thank you. Is the general available?

The Colombians who frequently worked with gringos understood that we are more direct than Latinos, and my arrival at such a late hour was a signal that my purpose was either serious or important. Absolutely no time for flirting.

She smiled brightly and tried her best English. “Please, to enter,” she said, as she escorted me to the general’s closed door and opened it. Her perfect form was, indeed, a distraction.

The general seemed somewhat surprised to see me. He controlled all the radar information in the country and knew there had been no intrusion by a narco target – there was therefore no operational reason for me to be there. Good, he did not hear about what happened in the Guajira.

“How are you, Colonel? How can I help you?”  he asked, his eyes drifting to the bottle of whiskey in my hand.

I stepped up to his desk and set the bottle on its corner in silence.

“General, I hope all is well. I have a small problem—we’d like to land a couple of CIA aircraft at Buenavista Air Force base tonight.  In fact, as soon as possible. They’ll be taking off and landing periodically and would also need to remain overnight—but just one night.”

The general’s smile turned into a frown. He did not like the sound of it. After a few seconds of thinking, he started shaking his head. “Impossible.”

“Sir, this is an urgent request from the embassy. I do not control the CIA nor any of its operations.”

“No. Debemos mantenernos alejados de la CIA. Está en conflicto con nuestra política.”  No. We must keep our distance from the CIA. It conflicts with our policy.

“Sir, I need to emphasize the urgency of this request. If we can’t use your airfield, I’ll have to inform the embassy — and they’ll divert the remaining three Schweizer aircraft to the police.”

His facial expression turned from stern to shocked.

He knew I didn’t have the authority to redirect FMS assets. That would have to come from the ambassador. His eyes focused on various parts of his desk, obviously trying to quickly digest what the risks were, then finally on the desk phone.

Without a flicker of emotion, he lifted the phone and called the base commander at Buenavista. Permission was granted.

He hung up, then looked at me as if realizing he’d never asked me to sit.

“Please, sit down, Colonel.”

“I wish I could, sir, but I’ve got more work to do.” I needed to get back to my cell phone.

I said my goodbyes and left, leaving the whiskey where I had placed it…..hoping the gift would take some of the political sting out of the cards dealt to the general.

between a man and his god by Don Taco

  between a man and his god there can be no mistaken impressions no lame compromise no obvious lies no subterfuge, no hidden questions it...